Milk Factory

Dance The Room Away

Our History
It all started with 7 dancers .
They were having a performance in half an hour's time .
So one of them decided to create this club/factory .
And TAA-DAA ! It was borned .
There's more to what you see .
This milk factory ain't simple .
Bonded for 6 years , they are .

:: Tuesday, April 6, 2010- Byebye ;

Hello .

This is the last time I'll be contacting you all , most probably .

Have fun without me .

Seriously .

I saw the photos you all have taken .

They all look fabulous .

Xinting , you're damn flex .

Continue being flex !

Jieying , great dancer .

*winks*

Beat the others , strive on !

Sheri , you're inhuman .

Too flexible .

Wish you would give me some flexibility , but I guess I don't need it anymore .

Xinyi , you've been a great friend .

Helping me and everything .

Xinlin , awesome president .

Continue being the president , and continue the milk factory when I'm gone .

Suli , my brilliant fahrenheit fan !

Continue to love fahrenheit , and for once , Jiro rocks .

Zhiyan , thanks for all the memories and the sarcasm .

I'll never forget the movesssss .

My main point of this post is simple .

To say goodbye .

Really .

Even though you all tell me that you'll miss me , telling me not to go .

Hey , I wanted to watch your performances , open house , and everything .

But looks like I'm still that pathetic girl who stands at the side .

With no friends , nothing .

A girl with no flexibility , and a girl who can't dance .

Yes , I've tolerated these for 10 years .

So long , I think I'm numb to it .

But hey , is it worth it ?

Not that I'm trying to blame anyone .

I wouldn't dare , given the guts .

I guess I'm just not fated to be your friends .

But what motivated me to go on for 10 years was you guys .

Seriously .

Apparently I lost the motivation .

If there were any misunderstandings or grudges between us , I hope it'll be cleared with my sincere apology .

Sorry I didn't make a clean and proper goodbye .

It's better like that .

Sometimes I do wonder , do you all mean what you say to me ?

I guess not .

But you are my sisters , so I decided to trust you all time after time .

Even though I was hurt physically and mentally .

When I had troubles , I never told anyone .

Why ?

I was scared .

Yes , I was scared .

For what reason I don't know .

But I've been living in fear , and I just found that out only , amazingly .

Still , thank you for all the memories and everything .

You know , I actually wanted to support you all in every performance you all were going to perform in the future ?

Guess I'm not going to anymore .

It's really saddening for me to go back .

Even googling DES hurts .

It hurts alot .

I really wanna go back to des .

Every day , I think of it .

Every night , I dream of it .

I dream of everyone .

Even the horrible Mdm Yan .

Yes , even her .

But I keep thinking and telling myself , is it worth it ?

Will I be emotionally hurt again ?

Will they treat be like dirt , like dust ?

Hah , that's a possibility .

I always looked cheerful and bright on the outside .

That's because I'm scared .

Again .

Scared of getting scolded , and thrown sarcastic remarks to .

It hurts .

My heart is full of streaks .

Scratches .

Marks .

But I stick them with scotchtape .

So people won't see its disastrous state .

Should I really tolerate on as a pathetic girl ?

Some of you might say , yes , why not ?

But I've decided not to .

I'm aware that I'll be missing you all damn much .

And I know I'll have the urge to contact you all each and every single day .

But I'll try , not to .

It's a difficult task , but I need to forget the unhappy memories .

Perhaps one day , I'll come back to des as a completely different person .

You might think that I'm a total bitch right now , telling you all these , like as if I'm blaming you all .

You can think like that .

But I just wanna say ,

This is the summarised version of what I've really felt deep in my heart for the past 10 years .

Well , obviously , it's accumulated .

The depressing stuff , I mean .

But hey , I'll still remain cheerful .

I'll try .

I know this is a long post , you feel like sleeping soon .

But if you do read finish , thank you .

It's like a HUGE WEIGHT of my heart .

I'm sure you all can do fine without me .

DUH .

I'm not important anyways .

And I know that .

So you don't have to deny the fact .

I won't eat you .

I've witnessed you all doing fine .

Absolutely fine .

Hey , is more than fine .

Is totally awesome .

Continue to be awesome and make that pathetic des proud .

I have so much more to say .

But words can't explain it .

Not even vulgarities .

And in case you're wondering , yes , the latest 3 posts on facebook on my profile are for you all .

Don't be hurt , because I'm positive , I am more hurt .

Signing off ,

Vivian .

P.S.

I'm no longer vice president .

I've withdrawn myself .

Yes , I know some of you all are happy with it , but no need for cheering and celebrating .

You'll have ages to do so .

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